Sentimental education by rote and flagellation
If we could live in any tv universe,
I think it would NOT be post war Italy, where the smart women don’t have the opportunities they deserve and the bozo men are violent bozos.
Maybe the fictional universe of Mr and Mrs smith, even if we weren’t assassins and killing people, but doing advanced analytics and prospective location scouting without necessarily knowing for whom or for what purpose it was being done. And being paid exorbitant amounts and embracing the mindless hedonism of the carelessly uber-competent, unburdened by cancer or relatives or two-factor authentication.
Exile in its Meaty Exactitude
You make of me an orphan
Standing stock still in a parched desert
Within two clicks of a watering hole
At which belligerently different people
Exchange the wet gossip of war.
Whatever old red thread
Strings into my heart
And pierces through yours
Will still stay raveled when I go
Earn my keep and
Clamber over the
Bounded walls of the
Raving plague-sick city.
I won’t write in my dreams, won’t need to,
Because some day before forever comes
You’ll return to hazy fruition
And I’ll build piles of ash
Each taller than the last
And I’ll hide the best meat
Beneath lingering grievances
To throw the sullen gods off the scent
The joke will be on them
The blood will be on us
The lion and the lamb
Muttering at the city’s gates.