The mystic arts . . . Erasing death . . . All Signs
Houston, we have liftoff. A braid of themes that twist around dark blood soaking into the ground. Making an American go of it by entering into a tragic scene with a solution offered at a fair competitive price: clean up the viscera and the brain and the stains a body leaves behind. It could be staged but for each setting a different frame for the act of cleaning up.
The cast includes the staff of the clean up crew, a variegated stew of dysfunctions whose individual timbres and indwelling tones come as a useful counterpoint to the customers, all of whom are in need of the solution that stanches up a mess (the blood! The death!) beyond their powers to handle themselves. Discrete offer and acceptance, with the possible involvement of homeowners insurance. These customers themselves a chorus of lonely souls wailing and flagellating themselves in cavernous physical space, with no screens at hand to mediate the experience, sometimes suicide sometimes just isolated soul who no one knew had died until the bloated liquification stage and the stench alerts someone adjacent to the scene.
Social degeneracy becalms the one who could not keep going in the face of his own personally witnessed tragedy, who gave up on life and cadged money from those who loved him as though to make the love become multihued with pain and halting conversations about credits and debts and how sometimes what doesn’t kill doesn’t make you stronger it just means the kind of life you can manage is far more brutally provisional and amputated in spirit for others to bear witnessing.
You could say the tragedy happened to him but couldn’t say was experienced because the dissociation kicked in as it was happening. It could be like a film of someone else, some other poor miserable speck getting pushed into the heap of sad sackitude. And being an asshole, being unrepentant, years later, is a workable template to follow. Keeping everyone away and angry with him is a calming salve guarding against feelings too overpowering and shattering to be felt.
Analgesics exist for good reason.
