Be that as it might not be
Do professional people still go on junkets? Has that concept grown tired and emptied of its use? I had wanted to start with the idea of this being the opposite of humbling - having no readers or users gives a kind of terrible freedom in not being bothered by typos and unintended elisions, but it’s more than just a comfort with grammatical aberration - it’s being able to get it down without concern as to whether anything is actually being said. The opposite of humbling here being something more like fatuous self-license. Better to imagine a curious type, who happens upon this without an iota of purpose, a smidgeon of inclination to gather up intel and proceed with a japing open-minded saunter in and across the contents of this, which has been to this point fully accepting of unintelligibility. Accepting is too weak. Embracing - nay cultivating. Be that as it may.